novita is not good today

yup i'm not good today as i have been contaminated with helium as i have to work with it since 2 days ago. But my supervisor didn't understand. he doesn't know how crazy i am, how tired i am because of this fuck experiment. He didn't work directly with the experimental setup, but he asked me too much, yup toooo muchhhhhh. i cried in the way i went home today. i am enough..

it has been a long time

it has been a long time not to write in this blog, miss it so moch. now i live in Karlsruhe, because i am doing my thesis here, and it makes me tired if i still live in Stuttgart, so this decision is made just to make me more focus on thesis. But now here i am, dunno what to do, a little bit feel empty. I know that it is only a few time more to dead line of my thesis, but till know i haven't started my experiment yet, i should try starting to write some words for my report, but i lost my spirit, since 2 months ago, dunno why, i thought that moving to karlsruhe will take my spirit back, but till know i still waiting and waiting, please don't become a lazy girl. I just want to smile, pray, and I believe that everything is gonna be ok...