speechless

i have a story about something. I met him oneday, he gave me smile in my face, he stopped my tear when i cried, he took me to his life, he gave me happiness that i couldnt' imagine. but then he left me..for one reason..i was empty..speechless..i try to make him back, to stop my tear, to give me smile, i try hard...very hard i guess..but why, he just stand steadily..just looking at me with my tear..why..you still keep my smile..why dont' you give it to me..why dont' you try..

my birthday

today is my birthday. just enjoying a cup of hot chocolate. wishing all my dreams come true..