unmotivated mode on

arggghghhhhh, i am entering this phase again...i am not having pms, but why i feel like everything is not right. I feel that my life is a mess, i cant sleep in almost everynight, and i can not wake up before 7 in the morning, i dont feel passion in my life, i feel terrible, i feel not happy, i am not in the mood.
hmmm...i should change this situation..
perhaps i should fall in love. shouldn't i? but with whom?
or perhaps i need holiday..
don' t know still what should i do to leave this phase.
it's not good for me..
i shouldn' t be like this.